Do less, Accomplish More
Yesterday in my studio, I look around at a mound of paintings. All of this accomplished over the past year, sitting on the floor, hanging on the walls, propped on shelves, paintings in progress on my easles. I sigh. In August of 2016, I decided to take a sabbatical from the public domain, I closed my large art studio in a thriving town, to take it to my country home, where my only visitors are my dogs, cat, and on occasions my family or friends.
I felt the need to focus on the production process that was emitting from my soul through my hands onto canvas. I have always been a prolific painter, but this concentration, made me even more of a prolific painter, with 90 day painting-a-day challenges for myself, plein air events, (usually 2-3 paintings per day), and residencies. Peering deep into myself to see what might come out, and laughing with friends about the adage of "Did you find yourself.... in there?"
Instead of "finding" myself, I would call it "clarifying" myself. I am now recapitulating my sabbatical and asking myself questions such as: What do I do with all of these paintings, this list of discovery? Did I accomplish what I set out to do over a year ago? Was my journey into my studio and self, really a journey into more artist frustration?
Well, I would do it again! I have enjoyed the challenges and learned a lot! My art, I feel, is a better description of what I see. I thought I would open this secret door to unexplored worlds, but rather I met an old familiar friend, me. another sigh.
Looking at my work, laying uselessly around my studio, I am reminded of the Law of Least Effort, "do less, accomplish more". No doubt my persistence has paid off with establishing habitual processes, but I might need to settle down, get myself out of the way, and let the law of least effort take over. According to Deepak Chopra, who refers to the Law of Least effort as meaning "my actions achieve maximum benefit with minimal effort". I am reminded to look at nature, and see how effortless it moves from one season to another, how water fills the stream and moves effortlessly down the pathway to larger streams. This need to assert all my effort into paint has become....exhausting.
So now, living in my piles of persistence to accomplish something, I look back at my 200+ paintings and can pick out the 1-2 times that I settled into a moment, and didn't resist my inner voice telling me, 'wow...you should paint that!' What we resist, persists! This is flow. The flow of life. In the past 15 months of hibernation, I am ready to join in the flow again, and not worry how many paintings I have, but rather the quality of what I have. It is time to do less, and accomplish more. Who am I trying to impress? My old familiar friend is the one who I need to live with, and I am grateful that she showed up in this journey. I had a friend a long time ago give me advice when I was trying to decide what crossroads to take and he said "Stick to the knitting". I totally didn't get it then, but now I do. The knitting is the flow.
This doesn't mean you just sit back and wait for life to happen, you happen with it. Set goals, have aspirations, but don't be desperate about it. Have faith, have discipline, but if another door opens....do not be so head strong not to at least walk through it, like a stream that swells up and creates a new small creek. It may be temporary, or it may turn into another large body of water that provides life for an entire community filled with opportunities.
Guess what? you are not an island, there IS a bigger picture, and a bigger plan.
Happy painting, and quit resisting!







